this sucks. idk if its my account, this computer, or the new layout, but its not showing me my messages, deviations im watching, people's gallaries (or my own) and i don't like it. and its not letting me edit old deviations! wtf! i wanna clean up my VB story and start writing on it again, but i cant. i think i'll try and re-submit it, if the damn thing will let me do that. in case ya'll are having the same problems, the only thing i have done in the past few weeks is finish up my alaric story. ill reply to stuff whenever i can, i think i'll have to hunt them down based on how many replies it says should be in my inbox, cuz it wont let me look at them usually.

Hey ya'll, I'm leaving this evening for Kansas, and in a few days, I'll be leaving for Colorado from there. I don't know if I will have computer access in Kansas, but I know I won't in Colorado, unless things have changed drastically there in the past five years. So, don't expect me to be online much until July 6th, or sometime around then. So don't expect much from me, and I promise I'll reply to everything and view and favorite and comment all your shit when I get back.

my bs (blanc and sheila, haha, i had to take advantage of the acronym. look, just laugh for me, goddammit.) is fairly interesting, i like to think, and i just did some edits on it to make it roll a little smoother. nothing major, i wont even make it show up on your new deviations, just some style and word choice. so you might wanna check that out sometime. also, here in a bit, check out midnafan's gallery or scraps, whichever, for her fantabulous chibi (i think) of my best imaginary friends, blanc and sheila.

furthermore, i am considering doing some work on my very first story (well, not really, but the first one where i realized how much i liked writing so i kinda think of it as my first real one). it needs some serious editing on plot, but i think i will leave the language alone. its actually not bad, all things considered. its in 1st person and the characters are awesome. it was only a few ideas before bs. so i might post that, cuz the one i have been working on lately is yet unfit for human consumption. just dont expect to much, the story kinda meanders and fizzles. but its kinda fun in the same way bs is, so yall might like it.

edit: blanc's name is pronounced with a long 'a.' its said the same way that blank is, just spelled differently, as in 'blank slate,' or 'shooting blanks,' or 'blank mind.' hes not french nor spanish, so just in case there was confusion there with teh pronounciation.

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs.

1. I like shiny things.
2. They distract me.
3. I used to wish I was a shiny thing.
4. Sometimes, late at night, when no one is around, I play with shiny things, by my self.
5. I think about shiny things when I touch myself.
6. If you were a shiny thing, I would like you, too. A lot.
7. I sometimes wonder if other people like shiny things as much as I do.
8. Shiny things make me happy. Very, very, VERY happy.

i actually dont know how to tag ppl and i dont know all of your names to write down. so this is where it dies.

gah! i got back from germany about a month ago, where i turned 17. coolio, huh? they threw me a brithday party and we all got hammered. still, coolio, no? but then the little freakin' freshman who was there decided to go home and tell her parents, and now i have 15 days of in-school suspension, plus assessment and counciling for my "problem." i got drunk once. so what if it was on a school event? its like going to germany, riding the autobahn , coming home and getting a speeding ticket for it. pathetic. what have i learned? don't trust freshmen, and authority WILL judge you based on a right and wrong that is not yours (actually a theme of my vlanece and braith story). although, while everyone is blaming the school, and the host family, and the freshman, it is my fault 'cause i got drunk on a school event and i got caught.